WHEREVER TWO OR MORE OF YOU ARE GATHERED...Dear praying friends,
I wanted to write and let you know that Megan is on the plane and should be landing in Denver in about an hour and a half! God is good!
Even more than thank you for praying (which I am VERY grateful for), I want to say THANK YOU for being such a visible witness to the world of the love God's people in Christ Jesus have for each other. This is so pleasing to Him! (remember Jesus' high priestly prayer in John 17)
May the world look on and marvel at the love He has given to us, and gives through us...and may they long to know that same Love, to the glory of God our Father!
"As Thou didst send Me into the world, I also have sent them into the world...that they may all be one; even as Thou, Father, art in Me, and I in Thee, that they also may be in Us; that the world may believve that Thou didst send Me. Thank you for loving us, yes, but even more, loving Him. Soli Deo gloria!
And the glory which Thou hast given Me I have given to them; that they may be one, just as We are one; I in them, and Thou in Me, that they may be perfected in unity, that the world may know that Thou didst send Me, and didst love them, even as Thou didst love me." ~John 17:18, 21-23
With so much gratitude in our Jesus,
Tracy, for Chris and the Klickaclan
PRAYERS NEEDED ASAP FOR A FLIGHT/TRANSPORTATION ISSUE! Dear praying friends,
We would be so grateful for your prayers right now for our daughter Megan. She is scheduled to fly out of Atlanta at 6:55 into Denver, but the weather is bad here (icy, 22 degrees). The flight out has already been postponed until 8:30pm, but they may need to postpone it longer.
If there are no further delays, she will now not arrive until 10pm, and it's a 2 hour drive in less than optimal road conditions (my trip up to Denver to pick up Ben & Bethany this morning took an extra 45 minutes because the roads were icy).
Megan is trying to get here before her dad passes away, and we know this would be VERY hard for her is she misses him (Chris took a distinct and definite turn for the worse this morning).
Please pray for the following:
1. That God might just miraculously clear up the weather in Denver, allowing Megan to fly out here sooner, rather than later
2. That she would not get stuck in the Atlanta airport overnight (she's all by herself; is this not a mother's nightmare?)
3. That Chris would hold on until Megan can get here and be able to connect with him.
4. That Chris' breathing will not be so labored that we'd have to put him on Morphine to smooth it out. It has been very labored on and off today. Once on Morphine, he will not be able to engage with any of us, including Megan.
5. That God will grant safety and good road conditions tonight for Bob (in a good 4-wheeler, pick-up truck), who is bringing Megan back to the Springs.
6. That I might not be anxious for Megan or Bob (okay, I already am); that I might keep my eyes fixed on my Lord in all of this and trust that His timing is perfect and He is holding everything together!
7. Some of our other children are agitated; I think they sense my concern and are also concerned--it just looks to me, however, li ke fussy irritabilit y to me, garbed in teenage vocabulary and I'm having a little trouble being patient with them :)
THANK YOU for praying for us!!!
God IS good...ALL the time,
Tracy, for Chris and the Klickaclan
BE STILL, MY SOUL, THE LORD IS ON THY SIDE...
I love this hymn and as I was reading the words tonight, I was greatly comforted in the Lord as we wait, and wait, and wait.
Be still, my soul, the Lord is on thy side;
Bear patiently, the cross of grief or pain;
Leave to thy God, to order and provide;
In every change, He faithful will remain.
Be still, my soul, thy best, thy heavenly Friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end. Chris has been largely unresponsive today, and mostly sleeping. He was awake just a little this morning, again mouthing words we tried but could not make out, so faint was his voice. He did seem generally at peace, and still free from physical pain. How we thank the Lord he is, and is also free from any mental anguish that we can observe. God's kindness to him and to us is so great in this.
I do long for him to be able to jump up and run to His Savior, Jesus though, and so, though I am glad to have him with us a little longer, have been impatient for his COMPLETE healing. Any healing he might miraculously experience on this earth could never come close to what he will experience when the Lord calls him Home!
The Lord gave Chris a special blessing several months ago when he had an opportunity to meet by email one of his greatest heroes of the faith, Joni Eareckson Tada. They have periodically written to each other and have prayed for the other's joy and contined trust in the Lord while living in bodies that wait for the resurrectio n.
One of the last things Joni and Chris said to each other was that they were looking forward to clogging in Heaven. What a day that will be to see the two of them, wrapped in a boundless joy, dancing before their King together!
As Chris' breathing gets shallower and shallower, I know his soul is expanding more and more, so that he might be able to experience more fully the delight of seeing His Savior Jesus face to face. This afternoon, as I sat reading the Psalms to him and praying for him, he woke up slightly and for the first time that I could make out his words, slowly said, "I love you." And then followed with these words, "I'm ready to die," to which I responded, "Honey, I love you!" and only wished I had added, "No, you're not ready to die; you're ready to REALLY live!"
Lord, we trust in You and Your perfect timing...
Be still my soul, thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as He has the past.
Thy hope, thy confidence, let NOTHING shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright at last.
Be still, my soul, the waves and winds still know
His voice who ruled them while He dwelt below.
Be still my soul, the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord,
When disappointments, grief, and fear are gone,
Sorrow forgot, LOVE'S PUREST JOYS RESTORED.
Be still, my soul, when change and tears are past,
All safe and blessed we shall meet at last.
With love and gratitude for your prayers for my beloved's soon Homecoming,
Tracy, for Chris and the whole Klickaclan
IN GOD WE REST SECURE
It has been a very difficult past 24 hours. Chris slept for a very long time from Sunday evening to Monday evening without pain and remained calm throughout this time frame. How we thank the Lord for His mercies.
Starting around 1am however, Chris became restless and started talking out loud. Jesse was sleeping with him last night, so was up with him for almost three hours, while Chris engaged in a fair amount of nonsensical conversatio n.
At 4am, Beth and I woke to him yelling and sounding distressed. We ran upstairs, relieved Jesse and sent him upstairs to bed, and then called hospice to ask if Chris needed some anxiety relief medication, which they confirmed he did.
From 4-6:30am I stayed with Chris while he continued to keep talking, and seeing and hearing things no one else could. He wasn't upset or distressed, but certainly wasn't going to sleep.
At 6:30am, with a splitting headache, I came down to the kitchen to get some water and tylenol. I found Beth lying awake on the couch and ready to relieve me, which she then did for two hours, as she sat with Chris, who remained fully awake and engaged in conversation.
While he didn't always make sense in the early morning hours, God did give us the blessing of hearing him declare God's sovereignty and love for him. He said he knew he was dying, and that while he wanted to live until he was 80 and keep working and serving the Lord, he could rest in knowing God was bringing him home. He truly did seem at peace. How kind God is to answer my prayer that I would know this!
When Bob arrived early in the morning to join Beth, Chris' conversation continued by laying out his desires for some of the children, particularl y Jesse that he would carry on with spiritual and practical instruction in several areas, and he commissione d him to come alongside me as his mom. Jesse and I were asleep when Chris shared all this, but Bob and Beth did a great job writing everything down to share with us later.
As the morning progressed, Chris remained fully awake, but started showing greater signs of mental distress and less clarity in his thinking and communication. He also became more and more physically restless, and we tried to make sure he was both as comfortable as possible and safe from harming himself in any way.
Waiting what seemed like forever for the hospice nurse to come and medically assist Chris in calming down, and seeing him become more and more anxious finally broke me down. I've been holding up pretty good so far by God's grace, but this just undid me. I cried out to the Lord for mercy for Chris and called our pastor Tito for prayer, advice and encouragement. It is a horrible thing to see the one you love in mental anguish and you can't help.
Once the nurse did arrive and adjust his anxiety medication, she also prescribed medication to help calm down Chris' hallucinations. It took a while for the meds to work since Chris had gotten to a pretty advanced state of distress, but once they started working, he was noticeably calmer.
I was so hoping he would be able to finally sleep since he had now been up almost 24 hours. No go; he was still wide awake and is just now starting to show signs that he is ready to sleep. I don't think he is anxious at all, but Chris is really non-communicative at this point. This could change, but he is giving every indication that he is in the final stage of life here with us.
I would be so grateful for your prayers for Chris for the following:
1.that he would be able to get solid, peaceful sleep
now for many hours
2. that he would not be troubled by any more mental distress and that the anti-anxiet y meds would work to ease him and keep him calm
3. that whatever time he has left with us would be sweet; I so desire for him to hear our words of love, comfort and God's Word until he runs into the arms of Jesus
4. that if he isn't taking in food and fluids any longer, that God would bring him home very soon (It doesn't look like he'll be eating or drinking anymore as he didn't eat at all today and drank about only 4oz. of EmergenC water--it's getting much harder for him to swallow.)
5.that in his last days and hours, Chris would feel the arms of his heavenly Father wrapped around him; that he would actually begin to anticipate with joy (even if we can't see it visibly) his homecoming with the Lord!
Thank you for your prayers, faithful friends and family!
Tracy, for Chris and the Klickaclan
"Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in Him, for he shields him all day long, and the one the Lord loves rests between His shoulders." Deut. 33:12
"You have rescued me from death; You have kept my feet from slipping. So now I can walk in Your presence, O God, in Your life-giving light." Psalm 56:13
BEHOLD, THIS IS OUR GOD FOR WHOM WE HAVE WAITED
Dear praying family and friends,
I am deeply touched by the outpouring of prayers, encouragement, and love that you have shared with us these past days. Even though we've been away from our home since September 19, we have been absolutely surrounded by the loving arms of Jesus here in CO Springs via the local body of Christ here.
Several friends from VA and a few other states have also been here, walking with us through this whole journey. And then your prayers and encouragement, as the larger body of Christ have been used of the Lord to buoy our spirits and help us keep our eyes fixed on Him, the Author and Finisher of our faith. Thank you!
And indeed, the Lord Jesus is helping Chris to finish strong. He is still with us; we don't know God's timing, but we know for certain that he is in transition. Chris was able to recognize this for himself just yesterday morning in a conversation he had with my dear friends Beth and Bob while the children and I went to church with our home hosts.
Chris is aware God is preparing a heavenly mansion for him, and he is both ready and at peace. He is still without pain, is comfortable, and has slept peacefully days and nights.
In addition, the children and I are resting in the goodness of God in this journey. We are sad, but thankful that soon our daddy/husband will be RUNNING into the arms of His Savior. I have wept both tears of sadness and tears of joy as I contemplate Chris' future. How precious have been the extra days the Lord has given us!
We know that God is the Screenwriter of Chris' life story. He is the Director and the Producer. Every moment of footage is in His hands. He is sovereign; He is all wise; He is all good; He is love itself. Our hearts are full beyond words in the knowledge of this and we rest in the good of this.
I wrote this quote last February (after listening to a sermon at church as we started our series in Genesis), and what great encouragement it gives me anew today:
"The chaos of sin, suffering, trials, pain, loss and death DO NOT have the final say. Chaos must give way to God, who orders all things, who brings life out of death, healing out of sickness, rest out of chaos, forgiveness for sin. For those in Christ, REST & EVERLASTING JOY are our reward!"
Thank you for your continued prayers--ma y the Lord impress His good promises upon your hearts today!
With love in Chris, our great Savior and risen King,
Tracy, for Chris, and the Klickaclan
"O Lord, my God, Thou art my God; I will exalt Thee, I will give thanks to Thy name; For Thou hast worked wonders, plans formed long ago, with PERFECT FAITHFULNES S ...
For Thou hast been a defense for the helpless, a defense for the needy in his distress, a refuge from the storm, a shade from the heat...
And the Lord of hosts will prepare a lavish banquet for all peoples on this mountain; a banquet of aged wine, choice pieces with marrow, and refined, aged wine...
He will swallow up death FOR ALL TIME, and the Lord God will wipe tears from all faces, and He will remove the reproach of His people from all the earth. For the Lord God has spoken.
And it will be said in that day, 'Behold, this is our GOD for whom we have waited that He might save us. This is the GOD for whom we have waited; let us REJOICE and be glad in HIS SALVATION!"
~Isaiah 25:1,4,6,8, 9

HOW DEEP THE FATHER'S LOVE FOR US...
Today was a good day.We so feel your prayers for us and the Lord has been so kind to answer them!
This morning all of Chris' vital signs were at normal levels. No pain meds were needed as he had no pain today. His urine output was good; his breathing remained very steady (with only a few bouts of labored, staggered breathing); he was able to get water from the swab we gave him several times today.
In addition, although his lungs have fluid in them, they are not causing him as much of a problem since we stopped hydrating him by IV. The congestion has also settled down.
Chris slept a lot today, but when he was awake, he was able to smile, reply in very short phrases after long pauses to other's questions, and truly enjoyed having the children and me with him.
I was especially thankful that he had NO pain today! God is SO very kind to Chris and to us, to keep him engaging with us a little longer.
I even was able to take a short nap with him, and could only praise my Father for letting me have some precious time with Chris alone, even if he was only sleeping.
Most of the children were able to have one-on-one time with their dad today, and I'm hoping the rest of the children will have that opportunity tomorrow. I am hoping to have some time with Chris tomorrow too, where he is lucid and communicati ve. I have so much to say to this dear man of mine!
Please pray that God will continue to grant peaceful sleep, little pain, and good breathing to Chris through the night and tomorrow. Pray too, that Amy, Megan and I would all have some meaningful time alone with Chris, and that if he develops pain that requires him being put on pain medication, it wouldn't be until after we have a chance to talk to him when he's lucid and communicative.
Thank you, so very much, for your prayers for us. May God be glorified in your answered prayers.
"The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; His mercies never come to an end. They are new every morning; great is Thy faithfulness." Lamentations 3:22
With deep appreciatio
n and gratitude for your encourageme nt and prayers; God IS good…ALL the time, Tracy
, for Chris and the Klickaclan

Please continue to lift up Chris Klicka and his family before the throne of grace.. as he plunges into that last river and meets our beloved Savior on the other side.
We want to give you an update on how Chris is doing. He is still with us, but is making a steady transition toward going home to be with our heavenly Father.
Yesterday morning, John and his daddy had a blessed reunion. He spent a long time on the bed with his dad, just resting his head on his daddy's shoulder.
Later in the afternoon,with friends and family gathered around, we sang praises to the Lord at Chris' request. Even in his reduced condition, he was spiritually leading us! Chris was worship ping the Lord with us, frequently mouthing the words to the songs, even saying a loud, clear "Amen" when we finished. His special song request was "Great is Thy Faithfulnes s".
Starting Wednesday morning Chris was taken off IV fluids, because his body was unable to process them. He has difficulty and his liquid intake is minimal. He's not showing any signs of discomfo rt or pain at this point and has been able to sleep at peacefully at night.
Although his lungs are starting to fill with fluid, causing him to occastionally cough and have a little difficulty breathing, he is still able to communic ate using short, broken phrases.
He is at peace with this part of his journey. He shows no signs of anxiety or fear. God continues to work through Chris' life, even at this stage. He was was able to reminisc e with some childhood friends who flew in just for the day, and he spoke of God's goodness even knowing he will soon be leaving us.
As the Lord provides, we will continue to update you.
Please pray for:
1. The Lord's will to be done in Chris' life in these last few days. Chris expressed a desire to finish strong.
2. Chris also asked for prayer for comfort for all of us, especially his parents.
3. The children and I desire that Chris would be free of pain. We would love to see him not need pain medication which would cause him to be less lucid and less able to communicate with us. We want him "here" us as long as possible!
Thank you for your continued, faithful prayers for Chris and all of us! We are so grateful for you. Soli Deo gloria!

Megan Klicka (Second eldest daughter) updated the praying body of Christ on their website this morning:
Dear Brothers and Sisters,
Yesterday afternoon, before moving our dad into hospice care, our pastor, Tito Mercado, gathered us all around Daddy.
We had a beautiful, precious, sweet time together as Tito proceeded to commend Mommy and Daddy's marriage which has been filled with grace for 25 years.
We wept together and yet rejoiced as Tito told us all that he had never encountered a couple who had undergone such suffering and trials in their marriage.
We all laid hands on Daddy and prayed for him. The Lord was there with us as we lifted up our precious Daddy and committed him to the Lord's care.
Daddy was at peace. He is at peace...complete peace.
"For better or for worse, in sickness and in health, in life and in death..."
Thank you all,
Megan

A man who has changed lives and served Christ with his all!
Chris Klicka
Chris has had chronic progressive declining Multiple Sclerosis (MS) for 15 years now. Every one we know who has this rarer type of MS lives about only eight years from the time of diagnosis, so we are especially grateful he has been able to continue to work full-time for HSLDA and be a faithful husband and father to 7 children.
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ring loss - loss of taste
- loss of movement
- los
s of his right arm (on & off) - sleep problems
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ontinence & bowel problems - gro
wing loss of his left hand - tremend
ous difficulty walking & often standing - nee
ding assistance for most everything now - growing joint pains & sores over his body
Because of the pretty rapid progression of the MS from March until now, Chris pursued a 3-wk. clinical treatment of hyperbaric oxygen therapy at Miracle Mountain Children's HBOT Center in Creston, NC.
That period of treatment didn't produce any discernable benefit to Chris, and his symptoms continued to progress.
We kept trying to keep Chris' symptoms stable, but the hypothermia continued to bring his already low baseline temperature down.
With one last trip Chris wanted to make, Chris took a dramatic turn for the worse, and has now only a very little time left with us.
We thank the Lord for His grace & mercy, His sustaining power, and His provision of help from friends and family through these past several months.
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All glory to His name!
- Update -1. Vital signs are and have been stable for over 12 hours now. We are esp. thankful his blood pressure is up. It was critically low. His temperature which was at a life-threatening 85.8 got up to 96.6, which, while not life threatening , is completely debilitatin g for someone like Chris with MS. It was around 91 when we left last night which is much better for him.
2. Chris has two infections, both of which, combined with the MS, have put him into a status of critically ill. First, is a urinary tract infection. This has responded well as of last night to antibiotics. Thank the Lord! Two, he has pneumonia. While it is not a severe case for normal healthy people, it is very serious for Chris.
3. He had to be on oxygen 20% midday, but as the afternoon progressed, they continued to up that to 100% and finally had to resort to using a bipap machine, which is a mask that forms a seal on the nose/mouth area and pumps oxygen into the lungs. By last night, his oxygen levels had come up, and held steady so that they could remove the bipap machine.
He came very close to having to be put on a ventilator if the bipap machine failed to get his oxygen levels up. This is a serious step to take, and not one to make lightly. We are thankful the doctors did not have to do that.
Concerning interventiv e measures, Chris and I talked quite a bit in the last two months about what he would like to have done and what he would not want done should the need arise to visit this issue. Chris, who was never one to want a lot of medical interventio n, decided that he did not want to be artificiall y prolonged.
If the doctors had told us they needed to put him on a ventilator, even though Chris said he did not want to, I would have asked them to do it, but only so that our children could be with their daddy before he goes home to be with the Lord.
Chris is close to going home we believe. He is fairly unconscious, non-respons ive and has had no nutrition since Thursday except hydration and electrolyte and glucose supplementa tion.
He is not stable or responsive enough to move from the ICU unit here at St. Francis Medical Center in Colorado Springs. With almost complete certainty, he will not be coming home to Virginia.
Because of this, we flew Bethany, Megan, and John out here to be with their daddy. Chris parents just flew in early this morning. In addition, our family life pastor is flying in today at noon.
We don't know how much time we have left with Chris, but we believe it is not long. As a family, we all knew that Daddy was getting worse; we just didn't expect him to be getting ready to go home to be with his Abba Father quite this soon. We are all at peace with whatever God has planned, knowing that because He is there, it is all good.
Thank you for your prayers as we prepare and spend our last days and hours with Chris. May they be filled with many precious moments and sweet fellowship with him!
I just received word that our brother in Christ, Gao Zhisheng, has been released and is now on parole. Thank you for joining in prayer on behalf of this warrior for the Kingdom of God.
Please continue to pray for healing for him and his family, and for religious freedom for the church in China.
Ceira
(If you are unfamiliar with the story, you can view the previous request, http://rejoiceinprayer.blogspot.com/2009/04/prayer-for-brother.html)
We are praising the Lord! Jessie's injury was not as severe as had been thought, and her projected recovery time has been shortened to 2-5 weeks. Our Lord is so good and gracious!
Ceira


